Weekend

So this was a good weekend.

I spent it mostly at the church or hanging out with people there.
Friday i worked a catering for the first time, and it was interesting. My feet were killing me afterwards. Then i went to 5th quarter that night, which was fun.
Well me and matt went to the gas station and i locked my keys in my car for like the 2oth time. I hate it when i do it. I'm so irresponisbile sometimes, it makes me mad. Anyways... so we waited and then boomer, cam and jack came to the gas station and had to like pull my door open and stick my antenna down the crack and unlock it. It was exciting. Well cam just stood there and laughed and made fun of me. He said that was the only reason he came along, was to poke fun.
Anyways, so that night was fun. I love just hanging out at the church with people. It makes me happy.
Then saturday i worked all day and then went to prayer at night, which was awesome. I miss it so much. Then a few of us all went to the greek festival downtown. That was really fun. I love hanging out with those people. Jon, erica, cory, jon b, cam, evan, leanna, nataley, and i dont know who else.. but it was a lot of fun. They make me happy. Then i went back up to the church by myself, it's very scary up there. And just hungout for a little bit.. i just like it there.

Then tonight was a good night, for once i wasn't all upset about what was going on in my life and i set all that aside..and i talked to my new favorites: rachel burks and lauren merck, and i prayed with them. and it was awesome. It was kind of weird because like a few weeks ago and i was praying and God had told me to pray about them and i didn't know why...and they have been on my heart for so long and so i kept praying about them. And then tonight they came up to me and we all talked and when lauren looked up at me and told me what was wrong, i automatically knew.... i already knew what had been going on with them...and i just held them in my arms and cried. That has only really happened to me like a few times. And i have talked to people before that have been like yeah.... i knew what was going on...like my pastor jon, he knows everything that goes on with everyone most of the time because God tells him things and all that. Well tonight i felt a little bit of what he does. And it just made me so happy. I love them

And i finally feel like everythings going to be okay with me. Jon tells me all the time that things will be okay...but know i really feel that now. And i have just been realizing a lot of things lately.
One big thing is that just a simple prayer...and just a simple night alone with just you and God can help so much. Just putting everything down before him, in your own time, is when everythings going to get better. I love jon, i wish he knew how much he did for me....he'll never know. Now i know he truely cares for me. Without you helping me and telling me like it is, and disiplining me when no one else does, i don't know where i would be. I love you, my pastor jon, thank you for everything.

Goodnight.