Thursday, October 23, 2008

Jon Burks

Is my best friend.

I feel honored to be able to be such good friends with him because hes that good of a guy to be around. To me, he is almost a perfect image of a "man of God." Even though he has his flaws, we all have them. He is so much fun to be around and he is so crazy and truely does not care about what people think of him. Even when he does stupid stuff sometimes... haha. I love how i can be so crazy around him and just act stupid and goofy. Today was the first time in a long time that we hungout all day. We were dancing so funny in the car to the soulja boy cd and just being retarded like we always are. When i am around him, i do not care what i look like when i am doing something stupid like dancing crazy... i will do the most embarrasing things in front of him and i dont care because i know that he isn't going to make me feel stupid and i can actually be myself around him. He is an amazing guy to go to for advice because he will always give me the advice that i need to hear. He gives me the kind of advice that most of my friends can't give me.

He has helped me realize that i am not going to settle for someone that i can't be myself around and he didn't even realize it. So thank you.

My last relationship i was not myself at all. I feel like i had to live up to everything that he wanted me to be or wanted in a girl. I would try to be all these things that he liked, but that wasn't me. I was never crazy or weird around him, because i was too scared that he wouldn't like me or would tell me i was being "immature" when really i was just trying to have fun. I felt like he was embarrassed to bring me around his friends, and it really brought me down a lot.
But from that experience it has made me not want to settle for anything less then someone who truely does accept me for me and all the flaws that come with me.



I love life.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

KAry, i dont know what to say...

i love you. i hope were friends forever.