I can't explain

what has been going on with me lately.

God has been working in me, SO much. I have never experienced anything like this.
I spent this weekend with Kristy and Leah, and they are amazing. I love listening to
them talk about their experiences and how strong they are. I wish i could have had
influences like them in my life when i was in highschool .Ha, it would have made things so much
easier..and maybe i wouldn't have been so stupid. And i would have been more careful with my
heart. But i guess my past has made me who i am. Anyways, God was speaking to me through
them and they didn't even know it. They make me want to be better and try harder.



I have never really had God really communicate with me, i mean i kind of have but not
like lately. Words can't describe. God is so great. And i have realized that i need to give my whole
heart to God. Well i have always known that i just didn't really know how, i guess. He doesn't have all of it... i thought he did. But he doesn't. And i'm so ready. God has, for the longest time, just been trying to talk to me, but i have been shutting him out, without even realizing it. God has just been speaking to me and saying that he just wants to talk to me, he wants to be my everything,he wants to fill every need and desire that i have right now. It's just amazing.


"Come walk with me
Speak to my heart
What's deep in me,
Only you know
Come walk with me."

That song is really speaking to me just recently. It's so powerful.


I love what is happening.