This makes my heart smile :)

I cried when i saw this.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrhRLKZ7buE&feature=related

...yeah.

For we are not long here.
Our time is but a breath, so we better breathe it.
I was made to live.
I was made to love.
I was made to know you.


My soul is breaking free.
Wanting to come alive.
My comfort would prefer for me to feel numb.
But I want to be uncomfortable.
I want to be far from my comfort.


The desires I have, nothing in this world can satisfy.

Empty

I want to feel empty.
More hurt and broken then I have ever been.
Just for you,
Just for you to fill me back up again.


That is my prayer.

God loves me.

You saw me broken
You saw me battered
You saw me filthy
You saw me shattered
You saw me wicked
You saw me lying
You saw me failing
You saw me trying
You saw me angry
You saw me jealous
You saw me prideful
You saw me selfish
You saw me wonder
You saw me lustful
You saw me striving
Worshipping idols


And You said:
I want her
I love her
She's the one for me
I choose her
I know her
My blood has made her clean
She is my true love

My Father, My God, loves me no matter what.
He has my whole heart.
I'm searching for his.

My God.

I want to play the strings of Your heart God
Come play the strings of mine
I want to sing straight to Your heart God
Come sing straight to mine

Lord you have my heart
and I am searching for yours

Lord you have my thoughts
and I am searching for yours

I am so in love with you God.


These past two days have been so amazing. I am speechless. I love being reminded constantly how amazing God is and how much he loves me. It is the greatest feeling ever just to know that we can not even comprehend how much he really does love us. And we can never even imagine the plans he has for us. I am so excited and anxious to just wait on God. It feels so good to know that he has control over everything.

He holds me in his arms every day and night.
He wants me.
He loves me.
He's the one for me.
He chose me.
He knows me.
His blood has made me clean.
He shines his light all around me.
He keeps my tears in a bottle.
He placed a crown upon my head.
My name is on his hands.
I am the one for him.
I am always by his side.
I am finding my beauty.
I am finding my grace.
I am finding my whole heart.

I feel

so lonely.


Just me and God.

Weekend.

I had the best weekend i have had in a while.
Me, cory, billy, kendall, and cam all went to fairhope, they are hilarious.

Anyways, I just love being down there, i don't know what it is. I love talking to jd. And i love everyone down there, and i miss them so much. I loved seeing tim and ashley simmons. I love them, they are amazing people. Ashley seemed so interested in everything that i said, and what i was doing with my life, it made me really happy. I miss her.I played with kennedy and cole a lot... i miss them too. Kennedy is so cute, we played hand games and she showed me cheers, she is so sweet.
We went to my old youth pastor, tim's live recording. I can't even describe how amazing it is. I love listening and watching tim sing.He's so passionate and deep, i love it. I could sit in that environment forever, just listening to worship.



Saturday, i got to meet Jons family. I loved them so much. All of them were so sweet to me. They made me feel like part of the family. They invited me back for thanksgiving. I didn't have anything to do, because i couldn't go see any of my family, but now i'm just going with jon, which i am really excited about. I love my pastor jon.

At church tonight, kristy prayed with me and she really touched my heart, it was one of the best feeling i have ever had while someone was praying over me. I love her so much. I miss her.

I want to be intimate with God again.