So Many

I have so many new dreams, desires, passions.
So many new things that I want to do!
It's kind of overwhelming, I don't know what to do with it all.

But, I think I like it. : )



God, you're breaking into my heart
and I'm letting you...


I want to be the light that people see.

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's all that's going through my head really recently.

I'm trying to sort through all my thoughts, but its so hard right now.


One thing that's so hard for me to do is get my priorities straight
Not how I am with God or anything, cause God is honestly what keeps
me going everyday and he is my everything... just other priorities.


Pray, Pray, Pray.

This makes my heart smile :)

I cried when i saw this.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrhRLKZ7buE&feature=related

...yeah.

For we are not long here.
Our time is but a breath, so we better breathe it.
I was made to live.
I was made to love.
I was made to know you.


My soul is breaking free.
Wanting to come alive.
My comfort would prefer for me to feel numb.
But I want to be uncomfortable.
I want to be far from my comfort.


The desires I have, nothing in this world can satisfy.

Empty

I want to feel empty.
More hurt and broken then I have ever been.
Just for you,
Just for you to fill me back up again.


That is my prayer.

God loves me.

You saw me broken
You saw me battered
You saw me filthy
You saw me shattered
You saw me wicked
You saw me lying
You saw me failing
You saw me trying
You saw me angry
You saw me jealous
You saw me prideful
You saw me selfish
You saw me wonder
You saw me lustful
You saw me striving
Worshipping idols


And You said:
I want her
I love her
She's the one for me
I choose her
I know her
My blood has made her clean
She is my true love

My Father, My God, loves me no matter what.
He has my whole heart.
I'm searching for his.

My God.

I want to play the strings of Your heart God
Come play the strings of mine
I want to sing straight to Your heart God
Come sing straight to mine

Lord you have my heart
and I am searching for yours

Lord you have my thoughts
and I am searching for yours

I am so in love with you God.


These past two days have been so amazing. I am speechless. I love being reminded constantly how amazing God is and how much he loves me. It is the greatest feeling ever just to know that we can not even comprehend how much he really does love us. And we can never even imagine the plans he has for us. I am so excited and anxious to just wait on God. It feels so good to know that he has control over everything.

He holds me in his arms every day and night.
He wants me.
He loves me.
He's the one for me.
He chose me.
He knows me.
His blood has made me clean.
He shines his light all around me.
He keeps my tears in a bottle.
He placed a crown upon my head.
My name is on his hands.
I am the one for him.
I am always by his side.
I am finding my beauty.
I am finding my grace.
I am finding my whole heart.